I don't want to wake up one day and discover that all along
          I was evil on a pathetic scale. I want to be a hero. And heroism,
          like evil, plays out among small matters. It is in the realm of
          the banal that one becomes a devil or a saint. 
For a person writing under a pseudonym, Tabitha fills
her essays in Enterzone with a remarkable amount of her self. Not
autobiography, these essays document some of the thoughts and experiences
of a person. They are beginning to build into something larger than the
mere collection of their individual pages. We're not sure exactly what.
Ask again after episode 19.